Dripper

11/2/2025, 12:39 PM

Feeling anxious for the first time in a long time and I like it. Motivated and ready to be someone again.

10/31/2025, 2:31 PM

Almost 48 of a weird chest pain. Only current option is to hope for the best and ignore unless it gets worse. Still not found my low apparently. Wish me luck.

10/31/2025, 2:30 PM

Spent the week for mom and am happy to help. Got to get Jerod going now.

10/23/2025, 11:38 PM

Ok!

10/21/2025, 5:54 PM

Can’t ever get going for the day until I panic start to crash.

10/16/2025, 2:41 PM

I’d take a job with ICE for the sign-on bonus. I’m so broke and desperate. I’d apply for an office job and look for an opportunity to be a whistleblower and bring the whole thing down.

10/16/2025, 2:39 PM

ChatGP5, I’ve got to get better.

10/12/2025, 1:02 PM

Drove by Stinkers house last night and some car was in the driveway. She did tell me she was seeing someone, which I do appreciate but it sucks knowing someone is in there fucking the girl you want to be with. Sigh.

10/11/2025, 9:25 PM

…rock bottom to just say sorry. She replied with “Do not ever contact me again.”

10/11/2025, 9:24 PM

Remembering I text her a month ago when I was at wr

10/11/2025, 3:54 PM

Not going to be another wasted day. I must stay ready!

9/27/2025, 5:42 PM

9/27/2025, 5:13 PM

Never listened to her(s) and tried talking to someone or getting real help and doing meaning, lasting work on myself. Well I did but by then it was too late and the wellness was short-lived when I began tearing my life apart and brought downhill to this rock but I’m currently at the bottom of. This is me getting rid of the black thoughts and the dark arts to let the light in.